Don't Cry out Loud!

Baby cried the day the circus came to town
'cause she didn't want parades just passin' by her
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown
While she danced without a net upon the wire
I know a lot about 'er 'cause, you see
Baby is an awful lot like me
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down
They left behind her dreams among the litter
The different kind of love she thought she'd found
There was nothin' left but sawdust and some glitter
But baby can't be broken 'cause you see
She had the finest teacher-that was me-I told 'er
Don't cry out loudJust keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all

This song is So ME! On the outside, I appear so happy and content, but the sadness comes out the minute I walk into my lonely room. There I cry my heart out while I pray to the Lord for things that other people take for granted. Pure love , faithfulness and honesty - a relationship that will last a lifetime - something I have never known. I pray with all my heart and ask the Lord for that special someone every day. But then again, if he does not come, I shall serve the Lord all the days of my life. Doing good things for the people he sends my way. Keep the Faith - God is Good - All the time! I keep telling myself.